life

i wish i could end the misery
not using a knife or gun
silent the voice
far from the edge
not have a glimps of the asphalt
from above

bury me
kill me
if the pain has gone
if the pills is no longer needed
if depression leave me
it will never happen

because the day im being happy
is the day i have been waiting
for long
but have it for seconds
and leave me in the dark
with sorrow and misery

i wish i could end it
but they love me
at least they did it sincerely