unforgivable

the first time i met you
i swear to god i'll protect you
from being sad and broken
and create a smile that will never be forgotten

as time goes by
your smile began to fade
your giggles became silent
your sadness grow
your rainbow turn into sorrow
and you slipped away from my careless hand

oh i wish i could turn back time
and kill myself 
so i could never change you
into a storm that once a sunshine

and now im all alone
counting the mistakes i've made with love
pickup my own pieces of heart
and watch our memories burn into ashes
as someone new hold you close
and make us become so far 

i wish i could learn earlier 
that making you happy is something valuable
i wish i could make you happier

because losing you is something unbearable